Thursday, July 23, 2020

Sinequanonology for the Most Powerful PADF, Most Harmonious PADF, Most Fecund PADF, and Most Hedonistic PADF Extraterrestrial beings PF and Emergence PF




Sinequanonology for the Most Powerful PADF, Most Harmonious PADF, Most Fecund PADF,  Luckiest PADF, and Most Hedonistic PADF Extraterrestrial beings PF and Emergence PF (* to minimize negative / hack feedback, I am referring to the literal official definition of extraterrestrial: “ of or from outside the earth or its atmosphere.” This includes astronauts and any / all emergence (including microorganisms beyond our planet’s atmosphere)).

Sinequanonology PADF is Veritas!

Wednesday, November 28, 2018

Harmoniously Most Dangerous Weapons PADF

"The 'stranger [PADF being Albert Camus oui L’Étranger]' was sensed as greatest menace in ancient communities" (tat tvam asi Jim Morrison PF oh beautiful 69)

"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free" (Morrison).

"
But in the end one needs more courage to live than to kill himself."
Albert Camus
Original French: 
"Des fois, il faut plus de courage pour vivre que pour se tuer.
Et Camus semble nous crier : « À la mer ! À la mer ! Seule la mer nous sauvera ! » Chaque jour qui passe ruine, un peu plus, nos espérances"
Des fois, il faut agir (réagir), faire vite" (http://www.lafauteadiderot.net/Albert-Camus-vivant-plus-vivant).


Condemned to the /
Undesired / 
[Outlier status] Nether realms [regions] of /
Anomie /
And assumed obsolescence /
An outsider /
Condemned /
To live as a forsaken /
Incel /
Amidst billions of easy lays /
Locally? /
At least 10 million /
In a city that claims to never sleep /

But versus my favorite Tropical Paradise / 
Where I find the CURE /
To my urban malaise--hermit turned overeducated untouchable--this shithole is merely a doldrums filled ocean of polluted fluids /
Oozing about /
Flooding past [unclean] clogged drains /
Filthy beyond comprehension / 
A pathetic, ugly beast /
Bloated to the maximum with plastic containers and used condoms / 
Documenting the repulsive wasteful habits of a deluded populace /
Held together with steel buttresses/
Like a perpetual supply of artificial joints for spent, aging, novice athletes / Across miles of concrete jungle /

Like the Wailers: /
Instead of this post Columbus haole dominated hell / 
Where I am bound in captivity / 
Where is the love to be found? / 
Wahines and brahs, we've got to do our best! /

And they wish to view me as the undesired heretic? / 
Like a perpetual metaphysical leper? /
Fine with me, as I dwell in my peaceful Pascalian sanctuary / An English-speaking hikikomori [きこもり]× 引き篭もり / 
Transformed into an Invisible Man /
[Forced into] Under house arrest / 
For daring to imagine I deserved a life with an average looking healthy woman and a decent job / 

But soon off to Asian adventures again / 
Hopefully not misadventures / 
But even that doesn't scare me anymore / 
In a life filled with and thus far dominated--yes defined as a wretched tragedy--by innumerable bouts of Murphy's Law scenarios / 
Like a combination of Morrison and Camus PF I realize: embracing and not fearing death or anything for that matter brings freedom and to endure a life this horrible is more courageous than to have committed suicide like so many weak willed opiate overdosed gun wielding maniacs / 
You see my resistance has reminded me to /
Have no fear! /
Have no sorrow! / 
Have no regret! / 
So I focus on being more pleasurable than all pleasurable experiences, including all pleasurable orgasmic sex PF and all pleasurable drugs PF, and all pleasurable games /

So this time / 
Ready /
Waiting / 
Expecting Murphy's Law /
And living as my own drill Sgt /
Cursing, spitting /
And cleaning the most dangerous weapons PADF with machine-like efficiency / 
While blindfolded in the dark /

A hybridized [hybrid emergent]/
Militarized /
Freak / 
Ready for your / 
Spectacle-filled /
Frigid carnivals

Emerging from my Platonic cave /
My eyes burning /
But desperate to see the sun /
Again? / 
Yes, I was there before /
But I am wary of waking up /
My fellow captives. 

Are they ready? /
Is anyone ever ready?


Coeds Sinequanoniatry PF Soulagement.

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

Rgbangs all work pleasurably PADF = f x d. Coeducationally harmonious All Pleasures PADF.

Saturday, May 26, 2018


Customizable All Pleasures Experiences and Merchandise

Customizable All Pleasures Experiences and Merchandise

Regular price$20.00 $19.99 Sale

Best of Tropical Paradise Products and Tours, including: Roku Express TM, PADF being pleasurable more TAO TM, Echo Dot, Fujifilm, High Yoga, Native jefferson, Bath and Body works, Pilot, IVY LED, Polar Spex, loose Kimonos, True Bamboo, Wine racks, Restore Mattress pads, hammocks, KaloeaPF, PADFGot5onIt, and much more.

Tuesday, February 13, 2018

http://share.robinhood.com/paulf458

Join Robinhood and we'll both get a stock like Apple, Ford, or Sprint for free. Make sure you use my link. http://share.robinhood.com/paulf458

 http://share.robinhood.com/paulf458
 http://share.robinhood.com/paulf458



Friendbliss Redux (PADF turning Colossal Failures into even more Amazing Improvements PADF profitably for PADF us = Sinequanoniatry PADF.)

Indeed, whether or not the simulation andor potential technologically based extinction of humanity / sentient beings
(perhaps ETs given Fermi PF) hypothesis of Bostrom emerges as the most true explanation of our world, one must contend with
the issue of libido. Why if at all / how could a so called simulation produce such a largely vistigial andor frustrating
mechanism for [driving the (majority of) motives] continuing to exist as the primary, [inevitably primitive] and dominant
(source of motivations) driver / motivation of behaviour(s)--especially interpersonally? Sinequanoniatry......

it's quite reasonable to assume that a computer simulation would [potentially] excel at mimicking the nature of physical interactions (including between people andor objects); however
sex, especially unprotected spontaneous (and ideally sans prostitution), has, at least in my experience, a
resonance that seems counter to all forms of mechanistic, machine-based phenomena.....

Perhaps I'm underestimating the power of (a) supercomputer(s) with ASI (artificial super / superior intelligence),
however, it seems to serve as a compelling proof that we may argue for a symbiotic andor cyborg reality as existing
andor increasingly so but a purely electronic basis of our / my consciousness seems harder to accept -->
what of microorganisms and what their known reality (?) Including SQN connection(s) to our evolution and emergence as humans?
Might not their essential (yet often overlooked for obvious reasons due their essentially invisible) presence
[makes me think of Daoist PF Oceanic principles of Nature PADF including flow and power of sea PF humbly] in / role in our
lives point to a more plausible and holistically viable truth, including for our technologies which they--microorganisms
are also found on and throughout by default--in which rgbangs PADF being Sinequanoniatry PADF being Lex PF Steele
PADF and most dominant PADF presence demands a (perhaps predetermined) universe with tsunamis PADF of love PADF......

    Continuing this inquiry and merging it avec recent extremely fecund and moneyfree connected refocus on Elegant Universe PF
perspective of infinite clarity, something irks me about Musk PF Bostrom PF Gates et al PF and their so called approaches to / interpretation of
these issues (potential problems). Viscerally, it strikes me that they are more interested in talking points and stoking theoretical debate than in
actual sine qua non and thoroughly veracious PADF enlightenment--> ie at most in classic haole fashion PF they seem committed (to) find(ing)
some technologically focused solution(s) which is ironic since if you
follow some of Bostroms more salient arguments far enough, even assuming free will, one gets to a point
of complete (impotence? / no possible way of either stopping AI from annihilating the human species or some rough equivalent of
the brains in a vat theory of consciousness, ie one in which the mad scientist(s) is/are either some super advanced god caliber
virtually omnipotent computerized intelligence andor perhaps some cyborglike proxy / equivalent (ie merged with humans of a
futuristic world that our either biological or completely electronic minds?/ program scenarios would find incomprehensible--well
at least at first they would prove beyond us)).

 and extending this point of comprehension
 
Further, it seems very difficult to accept that if we / I are/am (leaving the possibilities for solipsism for another analysis,
ie that the entire consciousness is merely one individual akin to Shiva playing tricks on himself/itself au Alan Watts oft repeated Welt)
some electronic substrate like
processes fooled into believing we have consciousness when it all boils down / reduces to some gigantic (perhaps universe size)
computing mechanism (au PADF being Nobel Prize winner PF T hooft PF de Nederlands PF also makes me think of potential power of
tat tvam asi and my linked Pygmalion GAMBITS perhaps part of some process of getting highs from universal size introspection and
random consciousness hijackings ??) that we would be allowed to produce any dynamic and truly fecund solutions to any of our perceived dilemmas
in a way that affects the dominant coding mechanisms of our simulation(?) andor similar computing mechanism that undergirds / forms the
truest basis of our (seeming / so -called) existence. Of course this changes if our perceived biological beings are real in some obvious way
andor at least in a way akin to the Matrix perhaps(?, ie permanently hallucinating / dreaming human batteries type of scenario) . But on the
other hand, perhaps like a curious scientist or at least student who wants to see the results of an experiment in consciousness, au at least
frankenstein, the dominant ___ (creator(s)) of our states of being / existence / consciousness is (deeply) engaged in andor gains genuine
entertainment andor satisfaction from seeing our (potentially) novel attempts at solutions (etc. including even seemingly mundane behaviors).
  for all we know there is a giant universal feedback loop taking into account all of our (public andor private) acts / thoughts, including
perhaps particular importance placed on those captured in the public web of thought that we call the internet, as one would in plotting points on
a graph of some massive [perhaps at our current extremes machine learning based] inquiry / statistical analysis of e.g.
particle swarm optimization PADF (PSO PF)].

     But back to the idea of more viscerally viable responses to some of the inevitable dilemmas / possibilities of these various
lines of reasoning: perhaps most intriguing, assuming free will is the possibility that we /I can hack these/this massive computing mechanism--
whatever its ultimate andor ongoing most sine qua non and veracious truths/principles/properties might be---in order to optimize our/my well
being including sexually (back to earlier points inevitably a most satisfying route, at least potentially, especially from sine qua non
PF Freudian PF oui pleasures PADF encores et Jungian PF perspective). And if all of this weren't enough to keep one up at night / ruminating /
cogitating for hours there's always the potential of extraterrestrial influences andor precedences to consider (perhaps most devastatingly the
Fermi [ paradox] effect pointing to inevitable extinction at least of humanoid sentients?)......

   Perhaps a SQN motivation for whatever the basis of this reality ultimately is andor will be lies in that very human connected phenomenon
of entertainment and the novelty therein, in a borderline crazy way makes me think about South Park episode in which planet earth is a
gigantic extraterrestrial tv show about to get cancelled (hmmh.. Further room for thought / possibilities? And then if all these ruminations
weren't enough, there's always the possibility of parallel universes au Everett et al? ___ ["
The many-worlds interpretation is an interpretation of quantum mechanics that asserts the objective reality of the universal wavefunction
and denies the actuality of wavefunction collapse. Many-worlds implies that all possible alternate histories and futures are real, each
representing an actual "world" (or "universe"). In layman's terms, the hypothesis states there is a very large—perhaps infinite[2]—number
of universes, and everything that could possibly have happened in our past, but did not, has occurred in the past of some other universe or
universes. The theory is also referred to as MWI, the relative state formulation, the Everett interpretation, the theory of the universal
wavefunction, many-universes interpretation, multi-historyor just many-worlds." [wiki])



Join Robinhood and we'll both get a stock like Apple, Ford, or Sprint for free. Make sure you use my link. http://share.robinhood.com/paulf458

Saturday, December 9, 2017

RIP Mercedes Grabowski


“Born Mercedes Grabowski in Nova Scotia, Canada, in 1994, Ames had found her way to the adult-film PF industry” (https://www.google.com/amp/www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-5153965/amp/Porn-star-August-Ames-23-dead.html)
 Truly, this news forces one to contemplate the nature of life and death in our dehumanizing, spectacle-filled world. Perhaps, assuming free will, we really do have to take responsibility for the lives we live and how we treat others; most, including Albert Camus, would call this a basic sense of ethics and simple, human decency. I met Mercedes Grabowski aka August Ames once, when she visited nyc. She struck me as an infectiously joyous and lascivious young woman. But, as the inscription on Jim Morrison’s gravestone implies, we all have our demons to whom we must stay true (“ΚΑΤΑ ΤΟΝ ΔΑΙΜΟΝΑ ΕΑΥΤΟΥ, literally meaning ‘according to his own daemon’ and usually interpreted as ‘true to his own spirit’”). Sadly, Morrison’s family also had to bury a child who died before reaching the age of 30. This world, of our post-Columbus polluted paradigm, seems to thrive on feeding off of the energy of young people—most dramatically those who find themselves bathed in the burning hot, bright lights of fame with a particularly vibrant tradition in soul-sucking California. Let me avoid getting overly philosophical. Practically speaking, Mercedes Grabowski's clearly tragic life speaks volumes about her specific struggles, including sexual abuse and cyber bullying, and on a larger scale about why if possible we must, with swadeshi and every possible means, discover and practice more harmonious and holistically viable ways of living, thus pleasurably and happily. And if anything does exist in the realms that Alan Watts spoke so much about--tat tvam asi--I hope Mercedes Grabowski as part of the Oneness of our Existence wakes up in a better part of the Celestial Experience and dream; her life brought and will continue to bring enlightenment to all conscious minds—Thank You Very Much.

Towards a New(er) (internal) (viscerally based) Compass of Sexual Behaviour (ie Sexual Ethics Conventionally Speaking)


 Practically speaking, though I didn’t know her in any meaningful interpersonal way and thus think it’s presumptuous to claim to be in mourning, Mercedes Grabowski’s death has definitely thrown off my usual libido-based, no holds and holes barred (at least in porno viewing) approach to my coed sexual amusement andor satisfaction. Truly, it’s worth noting that given my largely (still) predetermined weltanschauung / view of Creation and my naturally Wu Wei approach, strongly correlative to such a world view, I don’t really believe in morality and even more ethics—as such perspectives are obnoxiously in conflict with / contradict the amoral predetermined Veritas of our often exceedingly painful and satanic universe. However, if only briefly, per my human emotions, I feel compelled to refrain from viewing porn (knowing full well that per past experiences, said Id-based tendencies will probably rear back up stronger than ever before in some brutal tsunami effect, should I live long enough). And for this almost guaranteed return, and its inevitable drain on my time and energy, I am not looking forward. But beyond me, I think it’s auspicious that Mercedes’ tragic death has occurred in the current climate of unending accusations of sexual harassment—of late primarily against rich, (elite / powerful) white males. Funny now that I think of it a natural addendum to my working thesis that this has emerged as an extended collective protest against the rise of Trump (to the Presidency?) and the concurrent amplification of raunch culture is that when it was mainly the sad story of accusations against Cosby, it was arguably some collective unconscious expression of backlash against Obama and other apparently disproportionately powerful black males (which is obviously still a rare phenomenon in goddamned racist America). Oh snap, gotta edit my billionaires page. Yeah so white women—in particular—seem committed to voicing their demand for a more equitable society (which is a fine sentiment) by attacking the formerly sacred cow of powerful white male colleagues. Fine with me (a largely downtrodden black man who at best can hope to die in a tent on some tropical beach somewhere preferably and luckily PF as a rastitute \ hopefully dreadlocks again gigolo for Gorgeous healthy wealthy female tourists). I wish them more power in disrupting the almost infinitely boring spectacle that has emerged concurrently with post-Columbus goddamned capitalist societies. How horribly painfully boring how this shit system forces virtually everyone to be if one hopes to have even some money to pay? For food and essentials. Like I’ve said in past writing, in the current completely bullshit societal set up, only prostitutes can hope to not get penalized monetarily for following through with our cursed human libido instincts. I mean vs the lives of happy, relatively peaceful and certainly holistic \ sustainable Tropical Islanders, including the Ciboneys, indigenously \ archetypally, it really stuns me what a horrible almost unbearable insult to our human nature the current urbanized hell is. Wtf?! Well clearly there are too many members of our cancerous human species but is maintaining some brutal commodified sexually frustrated society the best way to keep overpopulation in check? I don’t think so. And you know what, just go to swinglifestyle or any other online hotbed of loose women; females, especially so-called middle class white women, aren’t fooling anyone. They remain as whorish—even more so post feminism and pornification \ raunchification (sounds like a Chili Peppers PF album, wow makes me think of the approximately 2 grand worth of CDs that I lost since 2008?)—as ever. It’s just that, almost collectively, it seems like it’s hip of late to condemn any borderline sketchy (including prima facie consensual as was the case it seems with at least some of Matt Lauer's extramarital escapades, who knew between him and Charlie Rose that such seemingly boring and formerly unassailable popular figures were actually bedroom bullies / raging sexual perverts!!) sexual interactions in the workplace (/ initiated in some job based environment andor during some professional interaction). Maybe we need a string of female andor Asian political leaders to help to assuage the anger of these loose women who still seem perfectly fine with allowing groups of random dudes, including perpetually negatively stigmatized black males such as myself, to gang bang them at sex parties and clubs; let’s not even get started with all the random, largely anonymous hook ups that are occurring in bar bathrooms and on college campuses across this country (and the rest of the sadly haole dominated world) right now. Of course as a historically lame graduate of Williams College I would know nothing of this except for very transient \ ephemeral experiences that stand in sharp contrast to the rest of my largely boring, cursed? Vs PADF being lucky more TAO thus Wu Wei PF MLC PADF practicing hermitic moneyfree living at least 4 days per week easily. Maybe August Ames is the lucky one (no longer having to endure this hypocritical, insane mess of a world). And for all of this and to everyone, I say: Thank you very much. Without you all, I could never have known such a completely fucked up world. Solipsistic, yeah right—no single consciousness except the most sadistic and satanic could have come up with this shit on its own. But I still do have a soft spot for the genius work of Axel Randrup and his instantaneous (ie in the moment focused) take on Idealist Philosophy. So once again, Thank You Very Much!